Life is beautiful and so are you, hold onto it

You are lovely and your pain is hell, but it does not rule you

Notes

Anonymous asked: my 'best friend' knows almost everything about me. she's knows how hard it is for me to connect with people. and she knows how much i struggle with being outgoing. the last few weeks, she's ignored me, she blew me off a few times, the only time she has time for me is when she needs something. she's being a bitch and i can't find the words to talk to her. i don't even know what to do anymore. people suck. this is what always happens. maybe i deserve to always be alone.

First off you do not deserve to be alone and second you are right people suck and they change. I know it’s hard to find the words, but the only way things are going to be better is if you talk to your friend, usually it works best face to face. Try to get her to tell you why she has been acting the way she is and tell her how it is affecting you. Most of us struggle with being out going and it feels really painful to not have the support of a best friend. Keep trying to reach out to her but at the same time take care of yourself. Make sure that you are doing what is best for you even if it means not talking to her for a while. Most of all be kind to people, it’s really hard to make friends sometimes because it brings out our insecurities, but sometimes all you have to do is smile.