Anonymous asked:
i cant. i just cant. i want to cut. burn myself. my life, i know its not gonna be perfect. and i know its gonna be worse, but i cant take it. if i leave i know i think people wont care, the only thing keeping me here is the fact that i dont wanna make things hard for my sister. can this just be easy? can i do this without affecting anyone around me. why?...
people will care, i can not stress this enough. you are loved.
let me tell you, i know your pain is real and its hell, i understand that you are frightened, but you have to find help.
you can beat this.I know you have this heavy weight on you right now and its crushing you. i know that pressure very well and the main thing to do right now is to just keep going forward because things will get better if you try. Dont let that word scare you, im talking about the little things. do little things that make you feel ok for moments, cuddle in a soft blanket, write a poem etc. just feel your body relax and say i am ok right now. you can beat this.