heartbrokenbitchez-deactivated2 asked: For a little more than four months ago, I started drinking. Two months ago, I started smoking. I'm not addicted though. And yesterday I started cutting myself. I've had 4 suicidal thoughts in the last 9 months. My bestfriends keep telling me I need to stop all that. But I can't. It's too hard. They tell me to promise that I'll stop. So I do. But haven't stopped. I...